finally my broken ipod came back this morning from Cookie, i'm really grateful for his kindness and patience, but still feel a bit nervous when plugging on its usb. 

this ipod shuffle is a gift from Cookie (it has travelled around half of the earth for its first mail i guess). but good times never last long, it just broke down with no evidence. i did make many phone calls for consult, followed many different ways told by those apple maintaining people, and i tried to send it to apple service center but i don't have an invoice, neither could i get them contact in weekends, too bad. so i had to post it back to Cookie.

poor Chinese post service, the man in the post office wasn't effective at all, the worse was that he insisted on putting this small ipod in a BIG HARD PAPER BOX! i'm sure its twice heavier than my ipod:"(  and my ipod's second travel took 1.5 months. i remember one day i asked Cookie if got the ipod, he replied no, the post workers are on a strike in UK :S

Cookie kept his promise, had ipod work again then sent it on its third time trip. actually he just downloaded a software and had it reset, which let me feel very sorry for causing him troubles. 

it feels so cool having a lost thing back, especially after going through so much. now i'm listening to the latest music and writing this blog with a new software named Windows Live Writer, which is able to edit blogs just as editting a normal document, its really fun and much easier.  

its never to late to understand - be well-prepared.

 

i guess this blog has been delayed for long enough, i guess i would keep the last blog (about somebody's first love) for the real end because it really sounds like a circle - let my space start for love and end for the same thing, i guess i never change my principle that is to find a reason. my reason is that i understand something important to me.

 

everybody lives in public, whoever knows you, even those who are just passengers will form an opinoin about you, millions of opinions, every single aspect. so why are u always fighting for the perfect? well, lets say the least, if you are as pure as Athena, with the highest modesty & wisdom & beauty, is there any meaning for a living? sometimes i asked my friends silly questions like what do you think of me doing this or doing that...etc. this morning i asked my mom how do i look dressing in this match? and in the end, i didn't accept her opinion, dressed in as i were, just like my friends replied "you should do what you believe is right", yes, thats the point.

 

if you are already fearless, just be yourself; if you are only going to be fearless, be well-prepared. as thinking about maybe one day you will have to face some astonishing gaze, questioning tone, then your attitude and your courage decide everything.                

恩焕。

我不要勉强你。你睡吧。静静的靠在我的肩膀上。 
往事沉淀，秋叶飘落，曾几何时，你期待的第一场雪， 
也许真的要在你绵长而甜美的梦境中逐渐消逝了。 
但，你的身边还有我。 
我不要给你的双眸增添白雪的翘楚。 
我要唤醒你。 
但，不是此刻。 
我要让你深切的体会到，天堂光明的阶梯， 
你也可以触摸它，如水晶般透明。 
     
你是善良的， 
所以如果见到天使，请一定要请求她， 
所有的时光，海水倒灌， 
我要停止长大， 
停留到那个雨季，我们约定好，拉勾勾， 
十天之后，我会去找你。 
恩焕。 

妈妈。 
     
恩焕，我没有不幸福。 

你许的愿，一定是被天使听见了。 

所以我才会成长，成为一个心事坦荡而缅怀旧事的人， 

我的强大是为了保护你， 
你的柔弱， 
才是为了让我长大。 
     
这里是个什么怪地方呢， 
20块可以让所有的人高兴。 
你喜欢我为你挑的袜子吗？ 
我第一眼看到它，仿佛看到你， 
那样柔软，那样温暖，那样纯洁无暇， 
宛若今年迟来的第一场雪，飘逸得让人心痛。 
恩焕，心痛也会传染的吗。 
你好坏，一定是传染给我了，那种万劫不复的无法呼吸的感觉。 
原谅我无法，乐观而平静的接受你的离开，  
妈妈的离开， 
你们都是趁我熟睡时，在我的额头上留下一个洁白的吻的天使， 
即使洒泪，也要飞向天堂。 

:"蒲公英...还记得这个吗?"  
:"你告诉过我,如果把他们吹掉,你的愿望就会实现"  
:"你还记得?"  
:"你有什么愿望?"  
:"想要你长大。"  

至少给我足够的时间，跟他说再见。 

恩涣，我有很多的钱了。 
可是，我却只能用它们做一件让你开心的事。 
买下这块地吧，建造我们的宫殿，每个窗口都能看到夕阳的房子， 
恩焕，喜欢吗。 
我知道你看得见，你喜欢吗， 
喜欢吗。 

：我很困，让我睡一会儿吧，3分钟就够了。 
：恩焕。 
：恩？ 
：我爱你。 
     
：恩焕。下雪了，第一场雪啊，睡3分钟吧，只能睡3分钟。 

可是，恩焕， 
超过三分钟了。

 

 

 

 

 

you can use this "tool" to predict a customer(website viewer)'s age, gender and other info.

just take a try n___n

my space viewers result: Male: 0.56   Female: 0.44   

                                       Age: 18~24 Oriented

haha, just within my expectation* whats yours?

 

今晨被昨晚的恶梦惊醒，记忆中，有个人拼命在追，而自己拼命在跑，很真实，很害怕，我再也不要这样子了。。。

 

When you know,

that you know,

who you love,

you can't deny it.

Or go back,

or give up,

or pretend,

that you don't buy it.

When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go.

Cos you know,

and you know,

that you know.

 

When you feel,

in your skin,

in your bones,

and the hollow.

Of your heart,

there's no way,

you can wait,

till tomorrow.

When there isn't any doubt about it, once you come this close.

Cos you know,

and you know,

that you know.

 

You can feel love's around you,

like the sky 'round blue,

This is how love has found you,

now you know what to do...

 

Yes, i Know it now, but still i don't Know what to do about it... that's horrible...

大路考通过了也！！！原来就这么简单：起步，一个大拐，靠边停车，over～ 后来教练说我靠边停的车都是歪的，艾，管不了这么多了，两个多月的辛苦终于有了收获。。。发了消息跟好朋友们报喜，只有采采最好了（其他人嘛。。。。。。），说什么时候她请我吃饭？我吃惊地问是不是打错字了？她说没有啊，她拿了第一笔薪水嘛～ 瓦哈哈～

its been my darkest days ever since, not feeling like to discuss it anymore. now i can understand why Rixi always replies like "i am in hell again~" just hope this Wednesday, my final test for driving, will be an exception. besides, my dear friends, plz don't forget this space and your little beauty. n___n

 

just changed space background music into "Over The Rainbow", i prefer Nana Mouskouri's version to be honest. anyway, in one Chinese saying, How can we enjoy the beautiful rainbow if we don't go through the heavy rain? so, in the long run, everything will be fine...

这边空了好久，前来登记一下lulu的学车小记：

迄今lulu顺利过了倒车，今天是小路考前的最后一次模拟，天气是帮忙丫，小雨淅沥，相当凉快，虽然掉了两次单边桥有点不可思议。本人认为是单边桥旁边那两只可爱的狗狗让我分了神，它们竟然肆无忌惮地在路中央耍，直到最后一圈还没走一港。。。 回来的路上再次自己把自己送回了家，回想这几次马路之行，以前还要为大拐拐不进车道而发愁，现在都no problem了啦。可今天一放松就闯了个红灯，教练半玩笑的说，“分我来扣没关系，这两百块钱你准备好！” 不过那个道口的转弯灯超奇怪：眼前面对的是绿灯不能转，等到它变成红灯，且被转方向还是红灯的时候，教练让我走了，莫名莫名。。。接着在上高架时，为了加速加得快一点，我三档直接加到五档，心里明白错了，却巴望着教练没看出破绽（因为车子并没有抖），当然最后我的小聪明没能逃过教练的眼睛，又被他一阵嘲讽。。。但高架无人开的很爽，因为看到速度无声无息过了70。。。

得弄图纸了，下周二要请假考小路，意味着周一必须把图纸弄出来，否则就要连累我的同事了。如果还有同仁有兴趣学驾驶，lulu这边宝贵经验还是很丰富滴。对了，午饭时还顺便帮我正在搞大众汽车特许销售的表弟做了把广告，帮他发了张名片，事成之后看他怎么感谢JJ我咯～