its never to late to understand - be well-prepared.

 

i guess this blog has been delayed for long enough, i guess i would keep the last blog (about somebody's first love) for the real end because it really sounds like a circle - let my space start for love and end for the same thing, i guess i never change my principle that is to find a reason. my reason is that i understand something important to me.

 

everybody lives in public, whoever knows you, even those who are just passengers will form an opinoin about you, millions of opinions, every single aspect. so why are u always fighting for the perfect? well, lets say the least, if you are as pure as Athena, with the highest modesty & wisdom & beauty, is there any meaning for a living? sometimes i asked my friends silly questions like what do you think of me doing this or doing that...etc. this morning i asked my mom how do i look dressing in this match? and in the end, i didn't accept her opinion, dressed in as i were, just like my friends replied "you should do what you believe is right", yes, thats the point.

 

if you are already fearless, just be yourself; if you are only going to be fearless, be well-prepared. as thinking about maybe one day you will have to face some astonishing gaze, questioning tone, then your attitude and your courage decide everything.